Thursday, August 10, 2006

A heart after God's heart.


Hey girls! Wow! I have had one busy summer so far!! No, I haven’t forgotten about you all!!:)
I had posted earlier that I was going to go through the whole Proverbs 31 verse by verse…I decided that I’m going to switch it up a little and just write what God speaks to me..and when it’s about Proverbs 31 then it will be about that…but I’m going to jump around on different topics again, including Prov. 31 Enjoy!!


God has been ministering me a lot lately about having a heart after his! A heart that is molded to be just what he wants it to be! It is so easy to start doing what we want and pray for the things that WE want…but what is God desire for us? I struggle with this all the time and I always have to come back to God surrender my plans and ideas to him. Letting him clear away any junk that I mixed into it and let him shape it into what he wants it to be!


I want to hear God so clearly and when my plans and ideas start getting in the way it is soooo hard to hear him! I fast every Wednesday just to get away and surrender everything to him. It is so important to do this! Even if it’s just sugar, tv, etc. Surrender something! It helps so much to kill that flesh that would try to rise up and get in the way of God’s plans! Fasting is like a form of death….in the sense that your giving up self and surrendering to God. When that “self” is dead it can’t get in the way of God speaking!


Another way to have a heart after God’s heart is to be a servant! God was just speaking to me yesterday about this! Being a servant is humbling and will shape and mold your heart to exactly how God is! This is one of the most difficult things for me…because I have 6 younger brothers and sisters..and when I want something and they are just sitting around I ask them to do things for me…sometimes it’s fine.. But when it becomes a habit of other people doing things for you, you get out of the habit of serving others!! So yesterday I specifically did things to kill that “flesh” even more by serving and helping out! Even though it is hard sometimes it is so worth it in the end when your heart is pure and clean just like God’s own heart!
I love you all so much!! Have a wonderful day!
Sarah

4 comments:

J@KE said...

Gosh this post must've convicted your readers soooo much that they didn't even want to comment. lol.
I truly can't believe that we fast on the same day and we never knew it. God has been speaking to me about serving too! Call it wierd or whatever I think it's just really cool that God is talking and He is saying some of the same things to us both. Take it as confirmation that you're on the right track.

Thanks for being honest and vulnerable with your thoughts. And thanks for the encouraging words. :-)

J@KE

Tempting Weddings said...

we all need to have our heart for god, - your such and inspiration. I hate asking and not listening....thanks

Anonymous said...

Sarah, you should shoot for that Shade clothing company!

jamiedelaine said...

I'm re-reading Dear Natalie. :) Thought I'd let you know via comment! Love ya!